My life in one word...

Busy

To live in the past...

I gather up

each sound

you left behind

and stretch them

on our bed.

each nite

I breathe you

and become high. 

poem #3 by Sonia Sanchez 

On my own

I don't have time for much of anything right now. My son and my job consume my life and I wouldn't have it any other way. I don't have time for a relationship, and honestly I don't want one. Men are such a distraction and it's time for me to be completely selfish and not share. I like that I only have to take care of myself and my child, there isn't any room for anything else. I haven't had a moment in my life like this before and I have worked damn hard to be the woman I am today. I'm proud and I plan to go much, much further. I'm moving in about a month and a half to an awesome new place; I'm sooo very excited. I love new beginnings, This year started off a little turbulent yet I've come so far already. Everything I've been through helped me understand who I am and who I want to become. This feels great.
My birthday is approaching, and plans involve taking a short trip with my son. That makes me happy. I've been so busy this summer and I do need a break. Can't lie about that. 

Wake Up

Kanye West "Good Morning"

Huh?

You have the option of insanity.

What a Blunder...

"knowledge without character"

Who Me?

Jay-Z "Excuse Me Miss"

Missed Out

Moving on to bigger and better in every way possible. You missed out on something great. Something better than you could've EVER imagined. We would have been great to together. We had plans and you couldn't handle the pressure. Don't blame me and don't blame other people, hold yourself accountable for once. I'm in such a better place, wish you could see. But, you know me, no you really do, and you know I'm a boss! LOL. Best of luck to you.

I see you lookin'.

Going Places...

Yes I am!!!! In a matter of 24 hours I received two job offers. I went from having the title of Pre-k Teacher to Assistant Director. I prefer the latter so I accepted. 
It's my season. 
New car, my Masters degree, new job, and I'm ready for so much more.
I'm following the yellow brick road.

It's Official

I'm finished. I have my Masters degree. I'm excited about the new life I will be living. I'm happy to be free of studying, don't know how long that will last though, lol. Nonetheless, I'm ready for new things. 

I've had an eye opening experience over the last few weeks about life and love. To keep it short, I'm ready to focus on me and no one else, at least not in a committed relationship kind of way. I need to be able to focus on what I want to do with my life and take care of my son. I'm happy to date but not marry and have more children. That reality is not mine. My reality involves my son, career, life coaching, writing a book, traveling and enjoying my life as an accomplished woman. There is a certain level of status I want to attain on my own. Without compromise or interference or distraction. And I cannot apologize for that. I'm just getting started.

It's May

The school year is almost over and the kids will be out for the summer. Which means I get a break...somewhat. I still have a 3year old at home. Love my baby. Hehe. I graduate in 9 days. Yay! I have a research paper to complete, and final test, and a small article review and I am done. I will officially have my Masters Degree. Yay for me!!

Soulful Sundays

Eurythmics "Sweet Dreams" 1983

Ready

"An intense anticipation itself transforms possibility into reality; our desires being often but precursors of the things which we are capable of performing." Samuel Smiles

Champion

 

"I know you tried to bring me down, but look at me now, watch my smile."

DREAM

D.rive
           R.esponsibility
   E.nthusiam
       A.ccountability
M.otivation